1. I always dream of the day when i have enough ablity to write whatever comes to my mind. It's horrible when some hint just come up on your mind and then when you take note, those hints are just easily disappeared. What did i do to suffer such thing like this?

2. I read a short dammei story and have to leave it cause the motif was too drama i just can not hold it. I mean you are a boy you know that. I'm not kinda feminist or something but at least act like you are already grown up please. It's okay to cry but not every scene.

3. It comes to the conclusion that i want to write about a boy that can handle strong emotion. My character has to be epic. Like the hell no way i'm gonna give up tho i'm in pain as fck. Yeah, that's how it's gonna work.

4. Just yesterday i was thinking that if my boy be really in pain, he is gonna have a guitar beside. When everytime he feels hopeless, the sound of the guitar will heal it.

5. Thinking of it, the posture would probably be much more cooler if my boy played it by all his head.

6. No more hypocrite please, such disgusted.

7. Or maybe i should use my old diary to write it. That would be cool. Since 2015 i haven't used at all.

8. No, that's a bad idea. The whole chapters before were suck and i don't want to spoil you guys' mood. Seriously. I'm just gonna think about it.