I " LIKE TO PLAY" with a lot of people and I thought it was love but it wasn't.

And my first love was appeared, it was in grade five.

He is not really handsome, but good at studying and generous.
I loved him just because of that simple reasons.

So the love isn't anything to big, it just need :
The real feelings

Real people
And
Real love.

See! That's enough.

He didn't know I loved him because I'm not good at showing my feelings to people.

But,
When I realized that I loved him, I just wanted to

Talk to him

Close to him

Make him laugh

They were all weird actions that i couldn't find the answer that why I did that. Can we call those are " THE SYMPTOMS OF LOVE"?

I have remembered the last day I met him. People was crying because they cannot meet their friends anymore. I was crying, too. But I was crying ... because I cannot meet him...never...ever.

Until now, I still remember everything about him.  People says that " The first love gets the most beautiful when it doesn't make". So my first love just gone away with no emity. I will always remember things were wonderful about him.
Bye ... my first love.