feels like we're slowly drifting away, and maybe someday we'll be complete strangers. i'll watch your life through pictures and posts and conversations with other friends but not from the seat across the class or sitting next to staring at you. maybe we'll be asking each other hey how it's goin but not ê biết vụ gì chưa có này hay lắm nè. or maybe we won't even talk at all.

lost one's contact by moving to another country and will only be able to find them in memories. won't expect to run into them at the grocery store near the school campus because now they can literally be anywhere on the globe. Vietnam or overseas, it doesn't matter anymore once you forget their number.

looking at old photograghs and gasping "hey i know this girl!" but it's actually supposed to be "i knew this girl" because now you don't know her anymore. you only know her past, her teenagehood, but not her children, her family (the family which she refers to her children and husband but not her mum and dad and siblings), or if she still has that band as her favorite. 

now this is the scary part of growing up.

what do you mean i can still remember every little hobby or detail of you but haven't even met you in years? like what am i supposed to do with all these information then? what if we crossed paths once but never knew? and would still think of the other that oh they probably don't remember me anymore but actually I CRAVE FOR YOU. like oh yeah i knew her teenage crush but not her husband so i'd still refer her to like that one guy. wouldn't even be able to know if you'd have a son or a daughter. or if you'd even get married. what would you look like in the future?

i want to know so much about you and yes i love to be referred to your bestfriend. but it definitely won't even be the same in the next 5 months.

who even knows.

(sorry for my shitty grammar)