my big dreams and goals and those flooding thoughts inside me scare me sometimes. sometimes they're so strong they keep my mind awake i cant even sleep at night. my heart aches the pain of not growing fast enough to achieve all of it and my head hurts regreting how many years i have wasted. dreams so big they burn my heart and the adrenaline running under my skin tells me everytime to do, to go, to open the door and let the wind clear everything so i can live a brand new life without those negative thoughts convincing me im not worth it. i wanna go, detach from everything yet connect to everything.

19 dec 22